Caution: this message may disturb the fuck out of you.
Don't shoot the messenger.
If the word FUCK really bothers you... that means the message is cutting through unintegrated emotional shit.
I have... and its fucked up... and empowering to realize what the Fuck its about...
often touching into this raw and inner Fuck requires a great deal of daily tears... just to tap into it.
Perhaps this video will help prepare you.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6D7rWLzloOI
ok... here it goes, ready?
Holy is also the shit and the profane.. down to earth, not "out there" high on a pedestal and looking all nice.. holy is also that poor bastard scamming people or the concentration guard turning on the gas.
Holy is the dam that breaks and floods the village and destroys all lives in it's path, the tsunami, the earthquake...
an incoming rogue planet!
an incoming rogue planet!
Nibiru (aka wormwood, Quetzalcoatl) that NASA and other agencies are admitting its arrival very soon, causing cataclysm unlike any before... are you ready to own your FUCK now?
Holy is the earth that spits us off it.
Holy and the Almighty are all of these things.
And holy will fuck you and fuck you if you cringe reading fuck you!
Time to own that inner FUCK and get real..
"yeah bro! Own it!"
Stop seeking to be perfect and only a Light being that you are.... an innocent child of God,
but we are mortal bastards too.... look at what we humans do!
Embrace even your darkest sides all the human being you are... the "good" and the "bad,"
"Goooood.... Gooood! Feeeel your Anger!"
Its okay to be human!
Embrace the dark side!
We have Adolf Hitlers for a reason.... a collective dreamed up character that reflects back to us our long history of not embracing our dark side, making true peace with ourselves.
If we were not at peace with ourselves,
we wouldnt have dreamed up such nightmares!
So.... its time to understand why we have these reoccuring characters in our dreams.
What are they trying to tell us, these messengers?
In any epic story (this reality we are in) must have a great villain in order to have a great Hero.
sneaky devil... wiggle that moustache!
By doing this, we've been constantly reminded
of the parts of ourselves that demand our attention...
Our very own pains.
Because we are afraid to move through pain and seek to numb ourselves,
the pains manifest as our worst nightmares so we have no other choice but to move through the pain...
often times missing the point as we hate the messenger
who upset us instead of moving through the message..
hehe, probably like majority of you reading this.
These messengers are God's SETUPS through activating
us in our UPSETS.
This is a revolutionary concept clearly delivered by Michael Brown, author of The Presence Process.
I highly recommend reading it. Also.. Spritiual Bypassing "When Spirituality Disconnects Us from What Really Matters" by Robert Augustus Masters, PhD in pyschotherapy
Do we learn by moving through these upsets or do we seek to bomb out the pain
all in the name of "Peace" and "God." ?
Be in the darkness, move through it before
stepping into the Light... the way UP is through and owning that inner FUCKED up place.
...own that inner Fuck! Now more than ever humanity needs to stop seeking guru's outside ourselves and embrace the inner guru (aka the Supreme Fuck within)
That inner FUCK who you are IS the guru!
Guru means "through darkness to light (realization)"
but we are mortal bastards too.... look at what we humans do!
Embrace even your darkest sides all the human being you are... the "good" and the "bad,"
Its okay to be human!
Embrace the dark side!
We have Adolf Hitlers for a reason.... a collective dreamed up character that reflects back to us our long history of not embracing our dark side, making true peace with ourselves.
If we were not at peace with ourselves,
we wouldnt have dreamed up such nightmares!
So.... its time to understand why we have these reoccuring characters in our dreams.
What are they trying to tell us, these messengers?
the Hero is in us and can act through all of us
We've tried to ignore our pains and shadows, many of us only seek transcendence like an addict seeks his next numbing needle...
because we can't get our minds wrapped around idea
to love our enemies as our very own selves...
so he just keeps hopping back in the story as different characters, until we embrace and love even him..
By doing this, we've been constantly reminded
of the parts of ourselves that demand our attention...
Our very own pains.
Because we are afraid to move through pain and seek to numb ourselves,
the pains manifest as our worst nightmares so we have no other choice but to move through the pain...
often times missing the point as we hate the messenger
who upset us instead of moving through the message..
hehe, probably like majority of you reading this.
These messengers are God's SETUPS through activating
us in our UPSETS.
This is a revolutionary concept clearly delivered by Michael Brown, author of The Presence Process.
I highly recommend reading it. Also.. Spritiual Bypassing "When Spirituality Disconnects Us from What Really Matters" by Robert Augustus Masters, PhD in pyschotherapy
Do we learn by moving through these upsets or do we seek to bomb out the pain
all in the name of "Peace" and "God." ?
Be in the darkness, move through it before
stepping into the Light... the way UP is through and owning that inner FUCKED up place.
...own that inner Fuck! Now more than ever humanity needs to stop seeking guru's outside ourselves and embrace the inner guru (aka the Supreme Fuck within)
That inner FUCK who you are IS the guru!
Guru means "through darkness to light (realization)"
awaken to our inner fuck!
Howl!
This thing called Love beckons us to get down from the pedestal and take off our princess gowns and roll in the mud and shit, howl at the moon and get down to earth.
its a celebration!
All the violence and turmoil in the world is a reflection of our collective addictions to seeking Holy and Almighty as something and someone outside of us... on a pedestal, instead of embodied spirituality.
Only then are we opening our hearts to the pathways of fucking inner peace.
love says "well I'm fucked" and surrenders to the guards and goes through the brutal process of being nailed on a cross...
And then Mary comes to the cave in the morning and says "holy fuck! He's risen!"
And others say "what the fuck?"
and that's where we've been for years...
in a world of crusades, deceit, and beauty all in one.
Love comes down the glorious pedestal of heaven and becomes one of us, is with us.... no matter who you are, how you are.
"These blast points.. too accurate for sand people'" Obi Wan
Translation: 911 was an inside job!
See the two planes flying by the twin towers?
I cirlced them... right side of painting...
zoom in if you can...
Alex Grey painted this in 1989... LSD induced visions..
hmm... is it all part of a grand design?
Love comes down the glorious pedestal of heaven and becomes one of us, is with us.... no matter who you are, how you are.
What I'm saying is we are all fucked up when we seek Holy as something separate and beyond us.
God is all of us, and we are all okay.
Otherwise God is one sick fuck to be all high, holy, and mighty to not be one of us.... this is all by design for our passage through awareness, this "fucked up" story...
its so beautiful and perfect,
an intricate design, a matrix, where we realize we are the ONE
we are waiting for.
God is all of us, and we are all okay.
Otherwise God is one sick fuck to be all high, holy, and mighty to not be one of us.... this is all by design for our passage through awareness, this "fucked up" story...
its so beautiful and perfect,
an intricate design, a matrix, where we realize we are the ONE
we are waiting for.
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It is interesting to observe as a messenger of a message,
the reactions and responses to the messenger
instead of the message.
When a messenger (we are all that for each other)
has something to say that stirs and disturbs you....
most will focus on the messenger instead of what the real message is about...
hence missing the point,
just as the messenger that is Christ... he was fucking nailed to the cross,
it was brutal, it was not fun, and it all was for the sake of speaking
about LOVE to the world, not only speaking about it,
but embracing the very beingness of LOVE...
not some "out there" lala concept.
What I see in our spiritual discussion, and I certainely have done this in the past,
is that we spiritual folks tend to make everything so poetic and sweet...
in a world that is not really that.
We do what Robert Augustus Masters, PhD in his monumental book describes
as "Spiritual Bypassing" when we seek to make things better
before owing up to our own shadows.
We put LOVE on a high altar (where it is too) but deny grounding ourselves
into this Earth (its Earth day as I write this) and get down and dirty with it....
We spiritual folks are so addicted to numbing our pains and human selves with seeking
transcendence....
When a messenger is speaking something that disturbs your senses,
as Christ did, he created many enemies and friends. The friends understood
his erratic behaviours... consider the Roman times and its similarity to today!
No, Christ is sweet, mild, and gentle,
but also can roar loadly like a lion and
enter into a temple and yell at the high priests
all stuck up in their asses.
(oh.. sorry, does that disturb you again?)
Any messenger delivering the message that disturbs the public senses will likely face the nail or the bullet. Joan of Arc, John Lennon, Martin Luther King, Malcom X, John F Kennedy killed by insiders for his last public speech warning us about the war companies, etc.
What I did is an example of this..... observe your reactions and projections,
there is the gift.
Are you seeking crucifixion of the messenger?
Are you seeking to focus on the messenger or the message?
That is not me the messenger, that is simply the messenger delivering a message
that is not skimming over the surface and embracing the beauty and the profane as one.
As for me, I am reading a 10 week journey called The Presence Process by Michael Brown.
Its a fascinating self help book.... it talks a lot about this addiction
of spiritual people seeking to transcend but avoid embracing the hard core shit
that is life too.... and by doing that we miss the point of being the love that we are,
the Presence that we are while in the trenches of life.
Because believe me folks, we are in the trenches of life.
Look out the window!
There is much beauty, sure, yet society, our economy, our environment, and our governements are crumbling at a fast pace month by month, it is crumbling.
And no one will be exempt from the agony, pain, "loss", and profound grief that I have been blessed to experience lately... its a gift. I am actually doing pretty well with it...
not that I am feeling any better...
but getting better at feeling my pains.
not that I am feeling any better...
but getting better at feeling my pains.
Its also a matter of realizing compasssion... as the structures fall,
many will be such agony seeing the stuctures fall they will be besides themselves because they identify themeselves with those falling structures.
No one will escape the fucking pain.
And that... is fucking great.
Fuck is a great word.
It is realeasing of all that stuck up energy you hold within....
those social expectations we hold like sacred structures "oh.. I don't want to offend or step on anyones toes..."
Own that FUCK YOU!
Own that FUCK YOU!
Its a beautiful thing to say.
I am just realizing that now.
I am done talking wishy washy spiritual talk...
its not a time to be wishy washy.
Its time to really get down and dirty and know that Love is who you are
in even the most profound and profane ways.... while living in a world that seems totally
fucked up.... here lies the medicine, to start giving a real fuck.
